Happiness or Sadness~

I realize that bad feelings last longer compare to happy feelings. I mean not bad feelings, is like feelings that will make you become so down n moody. And that is how I feel this few days. I don't know why, but just feeling very no mood and unhappy. Maybe is because of all the stress here. Honestly speaking, sometimes, SOMETIMES, SOMETIMES only i feel like giving up. Lolx. But i know is a stupid thing to do. Haha! My time is too pack. Mon classes is until 6pm. So tiring after all the classes. But there's no time for me to take a nap. Lolx. Have to bath, wash clothes, and by that time is dinner time already. By the time i finish my dinner is already ard 8.30pm. Lolx. And everyday the same routine.
Its been a long time since I've watch a movie already. Haha. I want to watch Transformer! But no chance. T______T
I am waiting for my sem break. Its coming~~ hehehe~
ok la, i also don't know what am i craping here. Just too bored. I am doing my report now. BB~



I MISS MY HOME~ MY KK FRENS~ MY BED~ ^^



-gdnite-

Tagged by my beloved korkor...

12th june 2009...
Its ngam ngam 1month and 1 day in KMM.. Haha...^^
I miss HOME!~~
But the place here is not bad lo.. I love the library the most.. hahaha..xD

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TAGGED~~

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to be kissed?
♥ ERh...cheek?? Lolx ~~

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
♥ i miss home!! T____T

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
♥ Erh...3of my roommates..just ytd..Lolx...xD they wan to decorate out room front door with our pics..Lolx..

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
♥ i duno..am i? haha...

5. Will you ever donate blood?
♥ Yeah!~ but make sure it is not painful..^^ Take away all my toxin blood..hahahaha! just jk...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
♥ Yeah...xD

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
♥Nooo...wat for...Haha..xD

8. What does your last text msg say?
♥ Erh...i cant rmb...maybe is i am having a class right now...Lolx..

9. What are you thinking of right now?
♥ faster complete this tag..i got class later..in 20 more mins time..Lolx..

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
♥Yeah!~ of course..

11. What time did you go to bed last night?
♥1.00am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
♥ I duno..its long time ago formal clothes..hahaha...

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
♥ Yea..

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
♥ Erh...Ah Su...

Ten lucky people to do this quiz (do d no need do again =.=):X
1. Mandy chong
2. Sheen Yeen
3. Charlotte Goh
4. Shaunie
5. Yi Ting
6. Peh Ge
7. Chay Fhun
8. Shyuan
9. Gene-Harn
10. Jun Sheng

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
♥ Erh..some1...^^

16. Is no.3 a male or female?
♥ female of course..haha...

17. If no.7 and no.1 got together, would it be good?
♥ Lolx...both of them are girls...

18. What is no.1 studying about?
♥ In Singapore.. Chemical engineering if i am not mistaken...xD

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
♥ Few minutes ago.. few hours ago.. few days ago.. few months ago..

20. Is no.4 single?
♥ i duno..hahaha...

21. Say something about no.2
♥ cute..friendly..nice..my lovely lao po!~~ ^^

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
♥ ok ok lo..haha..

23. Describe no.9.
♥ errrr..some1 i know thru internet that help me to get prepare for KMM..haha...reli a nice guy..^^

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
♥ I will ................... stop them? If i can..hehehe...

25. Do you like no.8?
♥ Yea...xD




Its time for me to say goodbye again..got class agian edi..sobsobs..T_______T


I MISS HOME!!!~~~~~

I survived in College Matriculation Melacca for 4 weeks...

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Its been one month studying in melaka.. I had not been updating my blog since long time ago edi..haha..i wont be updating my blog so often also..the internet here SLOW and CACAT-ed.. sobs... I miss KK.. I miss my bedroom..I miss my computer. I miss my friends.. I miss my family.. i miss my bathroom.. I miss my television.. I miss my living room.. I miss my kitchen which is full of food all the time.. I miss my ICES in my refrigerator...T______T

I admit that I am having a very hard time here.
Very stressing here and I AM HOME SICK!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~ T____T
sobs.. I miss home so much.. everytime on Mon, I'll be counting down until Fri because I can go back on Fri.. Hehe! ^^
The food here is always spicy and full of "lalats"..

Got one time, I eat my dinner, I ordered Nasi Goreng Pataya.. Then got egg wrapping around the rice wan ma rite? I eat until so suang slowly cutting through the egg and eating the fried rice.. Then SUDDENLY...........

"TA DAAA!!~~
Got a huge lalat which already "hangus" in my rice.. BIG and BLACK lalat..
Omg...>.<"
Then i straight stop eating already.. Tat time i only ate 1/4 of my rice..Lolx..so unlucky..T__T
The cafe here also got alot of lalats..T_T

The studies here is so so fast..the lecturer teach like mamamiah fast..T____T
like so fast and furious..lolx..

So many homeworks to do..T_____T
my homework can neva finish eventhough i do it everyday..sobs...
so stressful here...I wanna go back...T________T

I aso cannot slep well here..my roommates wake up at 4am and switch on the light..T___T
omg..>.<
they also on the radio until so loud...sobs..they like so rajin do homework at 4am..T__T

Fyi, my roommates all malays..haha...xD


ok la..tats all for now..got class again soon edi..byebye..T_____T





sobs

Progress to go Melaka (KMM)...

11May 2009

RIP

Julia Tan

LOL..Just joking...xD

Hahaha..=)
I don't want to die so early also..hehe...^^
Lots of preparation to be done for melaka matriculation.
They want us to wear formal clothes everyday for classes. And I oni got ONE and ONLY formal shirt now. Hahahaha.

So yesterday was my biggest shopping day...xD First time I buy so many things without looking at the price and just buy although I don't really like. Haha!
I went to Bukit Tinggi Jaya Jusco. And the first shop I entered was Padini Concept Store.
I saw a few formal not bad de. Wanted to try but WOW~ rm100 for 1 shirt..>.<
Lolx..If i buy 5 = rm500
So didn't buy lo.

Then I went to the shops outside de. Eventhough brandless but also rm80-100
Lolx..Why is formal clothes so exp..
The best choice is to buy in Jucso. =)
Finally I found some formal shirts and slacks.
Is rm50 for one formal shirt. Is the cheapest I think. Lolx.
I also tried on some formal skirts. But I don't know why I look so short in it. LOL..xD

Finally, I bought 4formal shirts, 2slacks, track bottom and some other "stuffs". Hahaha!! =)
And is already rm450+...>.<
I still haven't buy shoes and other things.

And now I sedang bising-ing my parents to buy me a laptop. So that I can bring go there. Lolx.
If not I don't know what to do there for 1 whole week orientation. If i not mistaken is 1week.
And guess what~ there got cyber. RM2 per hour. But there's no games inside. hahahaha! Don't know what cyber is that...xD





shhh~ actually i am scared to go melaka alone.sobs.so scary.
no one accompany me.T_______T
sy~hope u get matrix in melaka since u apply again.then you can accompany me..=(
ting,cf n peh is together.hahaha!~ so lucky.

Hope i can adapt at there. Lolx. =)
T_______T

me want laptop.....xD

Men Men n Patty...T__________T

I will definately miss you so so so much..T_____T

I will miss your sesat-ness, your blurness, your laughters...xD hehe...

1st of all, take care of yourself properly k..

No one can help you to keep your missing books anymore..

Your Sejarah reference book... You leave it at the tapak perhimpunan and lost it few days already only ask me am I having it or not..Lolx...

Don't be so careless already..xD

Don't forget your bottle water, your fail, your bag.........ART BAG...Lolx......xD jk jk..hehe...

Thanks for being such a good friend..I've know u since F1...6years edi...xD

Hehe.. After u go Singapore then we hilang 1kaki for mahjong edi..sobs..LOL.. ^^

We also hilang one "sharp" pigu edi..hehe...

Remember to miss my pigu k..muahahaha...! xD

Eventhough no one will disturb you with pigu while shopping edi..hehe..

And don't spend all your money in Singapore by buying PAO sss and MILO ICE ssss..

hahahaha..xD

Good luck..xD and don't forget my pigu..LOL...^^

Patty oh Patty..
Don't be so slow n blur already..hehe...xD
Make sure no one burn ur nose again..hehe...
I will always miss you..No chance to kiss you again already...T__________T
You must be very happy because nobody will "dig" into your pinafore already..hehe..xD
Hilang one "BIG" piku edi..hehe..SHARP n Big pigu lost edi..sobs..

Good luck in Singapore k...Don't go there and find Jun Yang..hehe..

I will alwys Love you Patty my 3rd lao po~ !! hehe..xD

Wish u all the best..xD

AND don't forget my hamsap-ness towards u..hehe..xD

I will miss both of u alot!~ =)

SPM......T_____T

today.....
the SPM result..........

i didnt get wat i targeted b4.......
so upset........T________T
i got 9A1 , 1A2(moral), 1B3(EST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).........sobs.........=(
so sad...........



sumore my mum n dad says...................

DAD : ohhh..got B arh..nvm la..not bad...congrazts....


mum pula.................

MUM : AIYA!!~ why got B wan..... now how...?? got B lorh...cannot apply scholarships edi..
sure cannot get wan...must go F6 edi...



T________T Lolx......
haha..nvm la...i cant do anything edi also..haha...see how lo...

i'll avoid going F6..LOlx..^^



anyway...i m changing my hp num edi...next 2 days..when i use my credit until negative edi..haha...ask me for my new num if i didnt give it to u ..hehe.. but i will forward to everyone in my phone book..



lalalala~ nitez.........

Tagged by Men Men...=)

Today i on9 so early....nobody on9 yet..
so sien..Lolx..=)


*Copy to your own notes, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people as less people as you like~


*Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up!


*If the person before you has the same first initial, you must use different answers.


*You cannot use any words twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.





1. What is your name : Julia Tan

2. A four Letter Word : Jakun.....Lolx...XD

3. A boy's Name : Jun Jie.......(JJ) So ngam...Haha...^^

4. A girl's Name : Jenny.......? Siapa tu....Hahaha...

5. An occupation : Joker... got such occupation ma? i also dunno...But that is the
only thing i can think of now....hehehe...

6. A color : Jelly banana...Lolx..i duno wat i talking also...^^

7. Something you'll wear : Jeans...

8. A food : Jackfruit....hehe....

9. Something found in the bathroom : Jacuzzi.. ( I wonder whose bathroom got that)...Haha...

10. A place : Jungle..........

11. A reason for being late : Jam......

12. Something you'd shout : Ju On....o.O scary little kid...hahaha...

13. A movie title : Jurassic Park....

14. Something you drink : Jolly Shandy.....

15. A musical group : Jojo and the gang....
(i duno any musical group)...T_________T hahaha...

16. An animal : Jellyfish

17. A street name : Jebat Street...hohoho...i am lying......

18. A type of car : Jazz....honda jazz....Lolx...

19. The title of a song : Julia....(Wang Lee Hom's song).......hehehhe....



This tag so hard..I think until my head going to pecah edi...Lolx....^^



I tagged.............

- Mun Hong........
- Jun Sheng...............


muahahahahah!! =)